Yes, it is definitely shining. It's was a whopping 104 degrees today. Summer is my favorite season. Granted, I prefer it a few degrees cooler but still...the sun is out and that is a good thing.
After my last post, this one is all happiness and contentment.
I can't tell ya how long it will last. When it comes to this crazy journey...anything can happen. But for now, I'm feeling stronger and much more positive.
A couple reasons.
Reason #1...because of all of you.
I'm so blessed beyond belief to have the kind of support that I have in my life right now. On this blog. My family and real life friends. My dear husband. When I'm at my lowest, the outstretched arms that envelop me...gives me so much strength.
Whether I have a baby or not, this experience has shown me the beauty of the human spirit...that people bother to take time out of their busy lives to support me. That people I've never even met feel my pain and want to share their words of encouragement. It never ceases to amaze me how wonderful this world of bloggers really is.
So thank you.
My breast biopsy is behind me. Although I'm still waiting on the "official" results from pathology, the needle drew out fluid which is a very strong indication that we are dealing with a cyst and not cancer.
I got my IVF calendar on Thursday and my checklist is almost complete. One endometrial biopsy to go and then in August my estrogen priming cycle will begin.
I'm ready. As ready as I'm ever going to get.
My mother. Knowing how busy I am at work, she offered to research drug costs for me. Armed with a list of pharmacies and my list of meds, she has been calling around to find us the best prices on each drug. I think this will end up saving us hundreds (possibly even thousands) of dollars.
You rock, mom.
If I've got to be on a shitty path to parenthood, at least I'm on it with this guy...and this guy. My hubby is my everything and so is this little boy of mine.
When things get tough, I just have to remind myself that...I'm already blessed beyond belief. Anything else is just icing on the cake.